Hmmm.. a rambling of thoughts and errors

Im feeling pretty weird today. Still struggling with the fact that I’ve outgrown some of my fondest friends. It’s funny when it comes to bad relationships, I’ve always found it easy to let go. There were some times more difficult than others, but for the most part I’m more decisive about that sort of thing.  So why is it so hard for me to drop friendships that aren’t conducive to growth or my current needs as a friend? I think a huge part of this is the length of time. I’m realizing it’s okay to grow apart and continue to move forth. I find the further I travel in my journey the less friends I have. However, the few I do call friends are the best. As my life has changed I need friends that I can discuss real life with, friends that are positive, motivating, honest, and challenging me to grow. Someone told me “Don’t wait for them to catch up”… The problem is I think in my heart I want them to catch up, but I can’t wait, gotta keep moving forward. It’s kind of like when you’re running with a friend as a kid on the playground and they are along side you, you glance again and notice you’ve left them and their not beside you anymore. Me and my visuals lol I’ll always love my friends, but we all have our different paths. This has been bothering me for quite some time, as I don’t deal well with letting go of friends well. My mind reflects on how things use to be, but things are meant to change… Ok enough of my rambling